Archives for the month of: February, 2012

“I never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this”

Two mornings of sadness sets my mind to thinking about the why of it all. Why am I sad?

A wonderful week with good friends has come to an end. A dash of unexpected “romance” made me smile inside. And now I am back home and back to reality. Both of those are good things, but I miss the company and the conversation and the feeling of belonging.

And then the sadness kicks in because I know that I miss someone and something entirely different as well. I miss the small things that made up the big picture of my past happy life.

And once again Alanis Morissette heads the nail on the head with her song “Torch” … I never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this”. 

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Memories. Sometimes they get to me. Sadness. Sometimes I want to run away. Peace. Sometimes I need it. Love. Sometimes I miss it.